Strange!!

                 

A series of exclaimations,

a series of surprises,

a series of explainations,

a series of questions,

have bound my life so hard,

that there's no place for spaces around !!!!

 

 

Just me!!!

The pic above is perhaps,one of my favourites. I dnt know why,but, it often reminds me of myself...

ofcourse not walking on the tracks..but ya..

Many a times balancing myself...not to fall.

Many a times,thinking a lot to value each step i take.

Many a times,challenging myself ..yes...i m the best nd can do it all.

Many a times...encouraging myself..when i know nobody else can convince me but me myself.

Many a seasons when no concrete results are to be found.

Many days when no one knows how I sound.

With so many "many", i rarely fall...although I disbalance a lot.,

In all those moments..."I m the one who's alwayz there for myself:"

 (perhaps..last  line was too cheesy..but i still like it).

May be I m lacking words today,

may be i m not very sure of what to say.,

may be my prose and poetry have signed a joint account,

may be i m too hazy nd knocked out,,

may be this is jst a part of the literary game,

nd may be i m writing so much..but

all of it sounds the same...

finally,concluding..i got my rythm back,

nd now  I m gng to have watever I lack.

A gist frm Cordinazo-10

Some days in life are just memorable enough..while Cordinazo-10 is on its blooming stage...nd evryone seems hell like busy...i m still wondering on how everything will be put back in order.A hardware event member as well as a Hospitality member is right now wondering how is she going to manage everything,.actually dere's this little problem of doubting my own capabilities...and ya..this is a frequent  disorder..The 3 most busiest dayz are over now,but the fact is I still,at times, dont understand how fast things happen!!!
The best part  of this story includes the First day of fest i.e. 9th april...perhaps 9 is a lucky no..or jst for the time being seems like that.
The day included the morning hours headed by the  prelims..and ya most amazing thing clearing them.The day also left  Apoorva and me in the most busy state ever...nd ya..we had enough fights on several idiotic issues...which obviously was a result of scorching heat over here...We,though, won first prize in an event named "CIRCUIT ENIGMA" but the credit ofcourse goes to "CHITTU-APPU" TEAM...yayyy..
ofcourse we were really astonished as undergoing another viva type session that too when my head was stuck in a heavy traffic jam..i.e. "headache"..
and special credit to my dearest frnd and patner...who jst stuggled too much wid ckts those days... :P

P.S.-This one is specially for Apoorva..Jst a  little thanks ,which i rarely say,for being dere all dese years...for listening my crap for hours,for trying to make me feel better when i go mad,for laughing uncontrollingly over my P.Js when no one else does..nd ya...for telling me ..."tu kr legi...tujhse ho jayega"...nd ya..I owe you big time for the last few months,weeks and days.
Ending this one...jst saying .."congrats Apoorva!!v rock /!\ "

SOMEONE'S WATCHING OVER ME..

Today,while listening to the below listed song i just fall deeply in love with it....nd ya it made me realise i        too have someone watching me over,......thank GOD ..HE gave us parents...missing home..

SONG BY HILIARY DUFF

I found myself today,

Oh I found myself and ran away,

something pulled me back,

Voice of reason I forgot I had,

All I know is your not here to say,

What you always used to say,

But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up,

no I won't break down,

sooner than it seems life turns around,

and I will be strong

even if it all goes wrong,

when I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe,

someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light,

and it's shining on my destiny

shining all the time

and I won't be afraid

to follow everywhere it's taking me

all I know is yesterday is gone

and right now I belong

to this moment, to my dreams

So I won't give up,

no I wont' break down,

sooner than it seems life turns around,

and I will be strong

even if it all goes wrong

when I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

someone's watching over me

BRIDGE what does it mean

It doesn't matter what people say

and it doesn't matter how long it takes

believe in yourself and you'll fly, high,

and it only matters how true you are

be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up,

no I wont' break down,

sooner than it seems life turns around,

and I will be strong

even if it all goes wrong

when I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe...

That I won't give up,

no I wont' break down,

sooner than it seems life turns around,

and I will be strong

even when it all goes wrong

when I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe....

that someone's watching over

someone's watching over

someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me...

You came and never left...

With the small gifts life bestowed on me,

you are the one i value the most.

With those thousand's of voices i keep hearing,

you are  the one whom i love to hear.

When everything seems to be wrong,

you are  the only hope i have.

When everything seems dark,

you are the one who guides my way.

With those moments when you are near,

life seems to be technicolor.

With each wish i ask for,

its you, whose well-being i care.

When I lay down at night,

i look back and find life filled-

 With those small things you do,

 With the little words you say,

 With those small fights we have,

 With those crazy moments we share.

It is the blend of thousands of said and unsaid words.

When i wake up in the morning,

i find myself smiling ,

because i just thought of you...

life's little imperfect,

and so is you and me,

but, perhaps i m loving this life

filled with imperfections...

because if everything had been perfect..

there would not be anyone like you,

and neither one like me....................

Dilemmas!!!

May be this is the very situation,I'm undergoing right now,or may be I'm under it many a times.."DILEMMAS"!!

Perhaps,many of us go through these dilemmas daily..."whether to attend today's lecture...whether to end up watching a movie or reading a novel...or just dozing off.."

RIght now,sitting in the OBMP class...my mind isn't anyway understanding the "MANAGEMENT OF AN ORGANISATION"...Again a dilemma!!!

The 5M's -Man

                 Money

                 Material

                 Machine &

                 Method       seems jst like another crap.

"Man mobilises everything" -an answer to whose superior in the above mentioned 5M's ...

So,does man even mobilises his dilemmas!!!

Cann't we have a method...oops!!...."METHOD" again....to make each one of us get our solutions...

I really dont know why the hell m i writing this...but one thing is for sure..sometimes we ,humans,the greatest of all beings...as we usually term ourself...cann't even understand the deepest of our very own thoughts..ya...ofcourse topping the list is no one else but me...

And to add to it...we have the 1st day of the sem as a full day..nywaz..Thanx God!!it didnt turn out to be one..nd while attending classes today...for the first tym in my life...i felt my 5th sem was a hell better..than the one i m gng to face...i really missed NFET..while trying to pace up wid the frozen FMS...

Anywaz..though i didnt get any conclusion for the dilemmas theory( i'm sure i'vl sumday)...

while writing another piece of crap..one of my dilemmas really vanished...that I'm not a very much "MBA" type person...nd i prefer my core subjects more than this stupid OBMP stuff...nd ya..ofcourse writing too!!!

So..dilemmas are even good sometimes...they give you a thousand options to choose from...obviously

more than half are rejected....

"Any part of time,you don't understand anything,ask me then and there"...said our OBMP lecturer..

and I'm still wondering....wat d hell did I understand till now!!!!!!!!

And the class finished finally..leaving me mingled in my own thoughts......was it that subject or my own thoughts which kept me pre-occupied....nd made me not listen to any of this crap!!

Still....craving for an answer.....still thoughtful...still dazzled on myself......nd yes.....still...confused!!!!

An end to 2009...

These are the last few days of dec...

nd an end to 2009...

Ofcourse an end shows a new journey ..a new turn.

2009 has been a year of shocks and surprises...a few tears..many hopes..

new frndz..nd new ways.

There seemed a tym when i really hav cursed 2009..but as time goes on..things jst got their positive side reflecting on me.

May be it would have nvr been possible without some people whom i really value a lot..SO....jst winding up my 2009 wid a a long list of "Thank you's"to a lot of ppl..who have been dere thick and thin...nd thanking God to lemme have such wonderful people in my life without whom i would have been no where.

And, there is special thanx to one of my best of all frndz..thanx 4 :-

supporting always, listening to my long talks for hours..

tolerating my ultimate frustation..

nd for gettin the original Chitranshi out of me (more optimistic than pessimistic),

for lettin me smile wen evr i m worried..

nd last one for jst saying: "watevr happens i m alwaz dere for you"...

nywayz i was jst too flattered by those words...

perhaps..this list of thank you's wnt evr end...lol.

So,...wid an end to 2009..and a new era of beginning ..wishing everyone a very happy and

prosperous new year.

                  :)