Life is but a box of Chocolates!!!!!

25thJune'10
Friday
It has almost been a month ,I have been living  in Jaipur.And for the very first time,it just got a windy climate here instead of the scorching heat.
Yes..its different,very different.
On my way to my work,I kind of find hours to ponder over several things I get to see here everyday.
Realizations are many...and ofcourse their is always a little fear of the future approaching.What a life am I aiming for without my family around..surreal but true!!
On my way back home today,for the first time in this entire one month I liked Jaipur..ofcourse weather played an important factor.Coming back to pondeirng over things-there is a human tendency of comparing and  finding contrast in each of the things he observes.
From the last few days, I have been figuring the major similarities I find between Jaipur and Kanpur-and yes..I did figured out a handful.Though the later is not a tourist attraction but for me it has become one of the best places..how can anything replace home!!
There is a huge similarity between people-they are mostly friendly and always ready to help.And this factor has been a great help for a person like me who has a mania of forgetting her ways.But,there are always exceptions around who will make you lose your temper at times.Sometimes, The Malls,shops and a few more minute but observant things seek my attention and everytime makes me recall-If only this was my hometown,things would have been different.
But,alas "Life is a box of Chocolates.You never know what has been kept in store for you."
A famous line from  "Forrest Gump",but I think I understood it today only.
Who had ever  thought life will bring me so far..I myself was unaware of it.But,life taught another thing in whole journey -that whatever happens is an outcome of your deeds and nothing else.Morever,whatever happens,happens for a reason and sometimes for your mere good!!
And finally on my way towards so many new things ,
I have even started some sayings from schooltime which were mere sayings in those times.
Hoping to soon recover from this Jaipur and its phobia!!
This little creature is missing home and for this instant even hostel will provide relief I suppose!!!

END

Jst finished with those series of examinations...last xamz for 3rd yr..
yippe!!!
The 3hrs session is seriously long and u are able to realise it only during examz..
Watevr..jst too happy on their end..
happy happy :)

Swine Flu!!

I jst found a piece of write up waiting for its place here:

27nov 09
finally i m writng sumthng after so long..lyf has been too sudden nd more dramatic in a span of jst 15 days..
my world has taken a U-turn nd i m really not sure to b happy or sad over it.. m damm confused..
My college closed frm 13nov due to a  sudden swine flu epidemic..till 30nov which has recently extended to 13dec..
nd i m really nt sure as it can evn extend more..
it may sound gud..kool to many who jst hear it for d first tym..but for the ones who had been affected by this situation have a sudden dislike towards hols..nd perhaps i m toppin dat list..
once wishing for a few days off...nd gettin a whole month seems lik a dream cum true..but sumtymes dreams can turn 2 b a nitemare too..
its nt dat i dnt lik the very idea of being at home..but, sumtymes unexpected things in lyf leave u dazzled...lik my case perhaps..
well...the worst sem -5th sem seems lik its an unending one...nd i was hopin to get rid of this b4 new year..but ofcourse..the idea doesnt seem to cum true...nd the worst part is that the disease is in so much demand that evry othr peson gets affected by it..nd precautions always find a loop hole..
unexpected hols definitely makes u miss friends nd college too..i myself cant believ dat i m missin attending classes..i think i  become the most lazy person once i m home...but the best part is that my net addiction is lost...for the tym being while i m busy writing this one..i m still confused whethr i should b happy or sad on those hols nd whethr i m prepared to face an xam after sudden arrival to colg if it evr happens..
nd ya...definitely got 2 know how self centred i hav become..coz whole article deals wid "me me nd me"...may b its the benefit of having ur own blog.
yet another 15days to go...nd i m sure...once the tym for colg reopenin cumes nobody would b likin to come back..after all who in the world wants to spend their Christmas nd new yr...giving xamz..
It jst appeared to me...life is so perfect when things are as they should be..nd may b too adventurous wen situations go out of control..

Strange!!

                 

A series of exclaimations,

a series of surprises,

a series of explainations,

a series of questions,

have bound my life so hard,

that there's no place for spaces around !!!!

 

 

Just me!!!

The pic above is perhaps,one of my favourites. I dnt know why,but, it often reminds me of myself...

ofcourse not walking on the tracks..but ya..

Many a times balancing myself...not to fall.

Many a times,thinking a lot to value each step i take.

Many a times,challenging myself ..yes...i m the best nd can do it all.

Many a times...encouraging myself..when i know nobody else can convince me but me myself.

Many a seasons when no concrete results are to be found.

Many days when no one knows how I sound.

With so many "many", i rarely fall...although I disbalance a lot.,

In all those moments..."I m the one who's alwayz there for myself:"

 (perhaps..last  line was too cheesy..but i still like it).

May be I m lacking words today,

may be i m not very sure of what to say.,

may be my prose and poetry have signed a joint account,

may be i m too hazy nd knocked out,,

may be this is jst a part of the literary game,

nd may be i m writing so much..but

all of it sounds the same...

finally,concluding..i got my rythm back,

nd now  I m gng to have watever I lack.

A gist frm Cordinazo-10

Some days in life are just memorable enough..while Cordinazo-10 is on its blooming stage...nd evryone seems hell like busy...i m still wondering on how everything will be put back in order.A hardware event member as well as a Hospitality member is right now wondering how is she going to manage everything,.actually dere's this little problem of doubting my own capabilities...and ya..this is a frequent  disorder..The 3 most busiest dayz are over now,but the fact is I still,at times, dont understand how fast things happen!!!
The best part  of this story includes the First day of fest i.e. 9th april...perhaps 9 is a lucky no..or jst for the time being seems like that.
The day included the morning hours headed by the  prelims..and ya most amazing thing clearing them.The day also left  Apoorva and me in the most busy state ever...nd ya..we had enough fights on several idiotic issues...which obviously was a result of scorching heat over here...We,though, won first prize in an event named "CIRCUIT ENIGMA" but the credit ofcourse goes to "CHITTU-APPU" TEAM...yayyy..
ofcourse we were really astonished as undergoing another viva type session that too when my head was stuck in a heavy traffic jam..i.e. "headache"..
and special credit to my dearest frnd and patner...who jst stuggled too much wid ckts those days... :P

P.S.-This one is specially for Apoorva..Jst a  little thanks ,which i rarely say,for being dere all dese years...for listening my crap for hours,for trying to make me feel better when i go mad,for laughing uncontrollingly over my P.Js when no one else does..nd ya...for telling me ..."tu kr legi...tujhse ho jayega"...nd ya..I owe you big time for the last few months,weeks and days.
Ending this one...jst saying .."congrats Apoorva!!v rock /!\ "

SOMEONE'S WATCHING OVER ME..

Today,while listening to the below listed song i just fall deeply in love with it....nd ya it made me realise i        too have someone watching me over,......thank GOD ..HE gave us parents...missing home..

SONG BY HILIARY DUFF

I found myself today,

Oh I found myself and ran away,

something pulled me back,

Voice of reason I forgot I had,

All I know is your not here to say,

What you always used to say,

But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up,

no I won't break down,

sooner than it seems life turns around,

and I will be strong

even if it all goes wrong,

when I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe,

someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light,

and it's shining on my destiny

shining all the time

and I won't be afraid

to follow everywhere it's taking me

all I know is yesterday is gone

and right now I belong

to this moment, to my dreams

So I won't give up,

no I wont' break down,

sooner than it seems life turns around,

and I will be strong

even if it all goes wrong

when I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

someone's watching over me

BRIDGE what does it mean

It doesn't matter what people say

and it doesn't matter how long it takes

believe in yourself and you'll fly, high,

and it only matters how true you are

be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up,

no I wont' break down,

sooner than it seems life turns around,

and I will be strong

even if it all goes wrong

when I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe...

That I won't give up,

no I wont' break down,

sooner than it seems life turns around,

and I will be strong

even when it all goes wrong

when I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe....

that someone's watching over

someone's watching over

someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me...