Some random thoughts.....

THINKING HIGH.............

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SINKING DEEP............................................

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FIGHTING BY...........

 

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LEARNING NEAT.......

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TRANSFORMING FROM......

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TANTRUMS TO..............

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TRANQUILITY.........

 

thinking high,

sinking deep,

fighting by,

learning neat,

transforming from 

tantrums to tranquility...

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Time:3:45pm    Date:19th oct   venue:on the way to jpr.

Diwali..as popularly known is the festival of lights nd this year, it has enlightened my life even more beautifully.
Kanpur is a leading industrial city but for me it has alwaz been my home town..nd perhaps,somethng more than it.And this city becomes a sudden victim of my mood switch overs.Sometimes,knp becomes the worst place i can evr belong to nd sumtimes ,the very same place can fulfill you with hope , dreams nd desires..
Sometimes,leaving this city becomes too difficult as it was during this journey nd sometimes its the very city i m running from..Sometimes everything becomes technicolor nd so beautiful that evrything around me seems to be happy coz i m happy.

I hav now realised that many things around me are lifeless yet beautiful nd not coz i see them that way but coz of the presence of some people who really make it so..It's sometimes so important to realise the value of a few people whom you love the most nd evn who luv u .When i first entered  knp... was dazzled by the new faces around me..the new ways which were most often forgotten  nd i used to think "Why the hell does it happen with me?" nd you know what i did get an answer ...coz it was this place which grew the best out of me..it made me the person i m ..nd may be not the place but  a few ppl who made frndz wid this unknown face nd made her amongst the many...nd the best part is they still are there..
And, the worst part these days is that i'm suffring from memory disorders.It is like I only recall ppl who r my intimate frndz nd others are completely out of focus..But,seriously speaking ,it doesnt matter much..
Rite now  on my way back to college..i feel as if i m leaving many close ones behind...ofcourse i'm but this time ,i know they were,are nd willl alwaz be wid me..

To end wid ,i m terribly missing a few ppl nd they after reading this will definitely know who they are...
Thankin them all for bearing me whenevr i shout,whenevr i m angry...whenevr i act childish nd for being there alwaz nd lastly ...for being there this Diwali......

Just like that....

I really dont know why am i actually writing this and wat actually  m i trying to write....perhaps i cant resist this blog too long..
I have often witnessed the fact that sometimes human beings become so ignorant about things happening around them..that they hardly notice a word of it...It keeps happening with me most of the time.whenever in search of something important..suddenly that very thing vanishes and the next moment its in front of me,...

Leaving alone things,how ignorant are we in terms of our relations and our feelings.HOw often we criticize people,how often we mock at them...how rare we appreciate and the rarest of all is to understand oneself..
Never realised it will be so tough taking decisions,,suffering from dilemmas...
but in the long run,we reach the destination we always want to reach............

Cassiopeia

 Have u evr heard of Cassiopeia..if u have not lemme tell u,Cassiopeia is one of the very beautiful constellation milky way is gifted with.

On this 3oct...when i was partying around with my frndz, i jst looked up at the sky to have a gud look at those brightening stars where i found one of the constellations i had been looking for so long.Sometimes,i guess you never get things when your  heart craves for them,but you definitely witness them  all of a sudden when you expect it to the minimum...Perhaps,these are called miracles and charms of life...gifting you with the pleasure of unexpected yet once desired,gifts.
Next time when you are viewing the night sky..try searching out...who knows a "W" shaped constellation must be right above your head...making the night sky even more beautiful and mesmerising!!!!!!
As it is near the pole star, the constellation Cassiopeia can be seen the whole year from the northern hemisphere, although sometimes upside down.

On the other end of line...

The world around us is developing day by day...at a pace which is unbelievable nd is rather unknown and undiscovered by many.
Well,this one is not for discussing the technological aspects rather to discuss one of the most important nd daily used technology or say the social networking sites.
 
Well,when i first joined orkut it seemed what a waste of time..nd then the same wasted time gradually changed to a great utilisation of time...nd recently i have found out it has again become "a permanent waste of time and energy" nd perhaps, this time it is for a larger time dimension.
Whenever i opened my laptop, the three basic sites google,orkut and facebook along with my gtalk always glittered on my screen...nd i sometimes think is this the only thing my world has collasped to????
And, i never got an answer to it...coz its still the same with a difference that we know the person on the other end of the line, is not necessarily aware of our presence nd thus, its easy to ignore/avoid people...
The best thing the technology has provided today is, the right to get yourself available to a person according to your very own convenience.Who knows  who is at the other end of the line while you are easily talking to him/her about urself!!!!!who knows ????????
Strange but true, isnt it??HAvent u experienced this atleast once in your life??
If havent, dont be depressed,there might be one getting your way in days to come..coz in the recent days i definitely have experienced sumthing like that..lolz.
Dont give me that weird look.Okay,tell me how many times you dont reply your very own frndz and say i was not at desk..
or let someone else reply on your part...or the best one which rather suits my style..being idle all the time and not replying...or another one...blocking half of your gtalk list????Great ideas ...arent they???
Well,these are a few things symbolising our achievements ,developments and advancements showing the inhuman aspect.A few days back i must have supported it as mere our alignment towards the emotionless world..but looking at the brighter part, it definitely gives us a way to charge up..like our use and throws pens...

Perhaps,we are becoming emotionless and technology as we all know is far from emotional front...nd thats why people adapt them...
There are many who have given themselves entirely to this addiction but there are still a few who realise the futility of it and try to freed themselves from the illusionist world they have created around them..
And ,i guess its now than never...
And it makes us realise, internet is a great source of information if properly used but the truth is u nvr come to know who's on the other end.....

Impressions!!!

The master piece,
    the glory revised,
       the unauthorized,
           sources to cherish moments,
                impact made on lyf's,
                   which remains forever even if time flies.

    

Impressions are bounds unlimited,

      letting footprints to shine,

          craving heart with desires emitted,

               making your world as mine.

                                                                                 

                    

Hues of charm,

    words divine,

       you are the one who make everything fine,

         you  came and never left,

           marking another chapter of my life,

             filled with care,

               nd divine love,

                   marking impressions which,

                      time and tide cant deprive.

                                                                        

Keep holding on...

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Keep holding on..
Bcoz.. when  when you need me the most
i will always stand by.

Watching u smile,
 from some miles away,
holding hearts nd holding hands.


Keep holding on..
 so that i never fall,
 love the way i luv,
 so that we never crawl.