Is start the beginnning Or beginning the End?

Is going silent suddenly a sign of change,
Does making your mind defines the range,

Is something always better than nothing,

Is preaching better than learning,

Does money always gives a way to fame,

Is all what is important just a name.

Words go right ,words go wrong,

But hearing only what you desire is the game.

Love is live,love is peace,

But it is not the only aim.

Signs are many,

but understanding each of them is not the same.

Deeds into actions,actions into verdict,

All I require is a chance to frame.

Things which are ubiquitous,

Beautiful and lovely but are crammed.

Answers are important,

But do the questions end?

Survivors are many,

But the rivalry remains,

Lovers are many,

But the covetousness sustains.

 People change,politics remain,

Status changes,Respect remains,

Lovers change,love remains,

Friends change,Friendship remains,

Situation changes,Attitude remains.

A circuitous loop goes from one to other end,

Dilemmas are many,

But where does Serenity remains.

I wonder and ponder time and again,

what have I lost and what have I gained,

Miles to achieve,millions to comprehend,

Languages are many,but difficult to understand,

Visions are many,but sight refrained,

Piles of  Desires,sometimes seem insane.

Fallacy captures over and over again,

And I am left with the believe:

Is start the beginning Or beginning the End

Life still has a lot to amend.

Transformation..

I was used to love my innocent life..
Gone are those days when we were little kids,
Gone is the pristine essence from life..
Gone are those school days..where
people used to say -"those were the best days of your
life"
and I used to agree upon..

But ,slowly and gradually life took a U-turn
and came the "college days".
One fine morning everything just changed..
one fine morning a few naughty still lovable people came into life..
one fine morning evrything seemed bright,
one fine mrng...the school life faded away..
nd one fine mrng..i released its not easy to let people go..
but it is easier to let others in..
one fine mrng,...everthing just flashed from the memory..
and the only thing which remained was a bunch of cute,lovely,caring people..
whom I called NAUGHTY 11..

Love Urself :)

Sometimes I feel I m on Cloud 9..sumtymes it seems i'm out of line...
Sumtymes I m not d way i used to be..
Sumtymes I miss the one person who was really close to me..
Sumtymes I feel all wat happened is my mistake,
Sumtymes I think all wat happens is correct,
...Sumtymes I miss the sorcerous me..
Sumtymes I smile coz "WATEVR HAPPENS ,ATLEAST I M WITH ME"..

dedicated to me..luving myself :)

A soupçon of honey,a mince of faults...Life is but a pinch of salt !!!

Changes are a major issue which lead to grievances..and how simple is the simply human tendency which rarely accepts theses changes....
But change is the need of the hour...an old saying...and so change is the only constant thing in this world.

I m still wondering what is making me write on this "ob" topic ...and to be true  enough its just the present scenario.

It' s 13th July 2010,3:40 min afternoon....and i am under working condition from morning 5:15.

And,perhaps it is this change in schedule which jst brings about many "changes" in life..


A great deal of inclination towards my laptop has made it difficult to use desktop and worst is the case when you need to type something on it..
Writing this part alone,took me 20 min.
Addiction!!!to my dearest lappy...as i can term it.
Coming back..here ends 43 days in Jaipur and I peersonally consider them as the most difficult time of my life ...well...not exactly the most but yes..a bit difficult time may sound appropriate.
So...The vacations are long lasting and doesnt seem to end..
And so,I have started wasting my time using some other means..
Roaming about with friends....is a great relief..
The best of all experience turned out to be the one when the three of us...got late for movie and with this unknown city and unknown and long routes ..somehow managed the tickects...The funniest and interesting part of this simple life is those unpredictable...and  random behaviour of humans...
"Life is simple and sweet..but a pinch of salt makes it Spicy to live"

Its muvi tym!!

With another addition to the count of how many times have I watched "DDLJ",I must be definitely exceeding a range of 50!!!
And still wondering whats that thing which makes me fall in love with this movie even more...whenevr I watch it.The critics  were always charmed by the movie so am I.
 DDLJ doesnt need a description.Its indeed such a renowned and illustrous name in itself that who wont fall for it...perhaps I did!!
From the beginning till the end,its keeps you mesmerished making you believe that yes...something beyond those fantasies do exist...There are love stories which are for real!!!!
Have lot to pen down..but what new I might write which isnt felt or heard before!!
Yet,just loved the movie over again...Lately after watching "I hate love story" which is nothing much but a spoof on all Karan Johar's movies and ofcourse on ShahRukh...still no comparison with DDLJ and a few more..
Perhaps our cinema is in a race to become closer to our generation nd has just left us with just some idiotic plot which has no story."I hate love story" just lacked one thing "THE STORY" else it was perfect..!!!
Whatever it is, perhaps it provides a couple of jokes for the entire week...and for better movies,you can always move back to the 90's...

Though we witness a revival of hues timely..and one of my favourites has been 'Jab We Met'...and i dnt even recall how many times have I watched it..definitely above 50...perhaps I had too much spare time.
Shahid kapoor obviously is the charm of the movie..perhaps as a girl's viewpoint..I am definitely correct...Everytime you hear "Tum se hi" you fall in love even more with him..A nice,sweet and blabby Kareena Kapoor..who I really liked the first and last time in any movie..Geet really rocked!!Atleast,I kept repeating the dialogues time and again and even people around me did the same..and perhaps...we still do!!!

These are just a few and there are  many examples where a movie or a soap...or something heard too often becomes so influential that it glitters and becomes the limelight of the show.

May be I  m a movie freak or its really the same for all...But somehow I love movies too much :)

Serenity: A gist frm Cordinazo-10

Serenity: A gist frm Cordinazo-10

Life is but a box of Chocolates!!!!!

25thJune'10
Friday
It has almost been a month ,I have been living  in Jaipur.And for the very first time,it just got a windy climate here instead of the scorching heat.
Yes..its different,very different.
On my way to my work,I kind of find hours to ponder over several things I get to see here everyday.
Realizations are many...and ofcourse their is always a little fear of the future approaching.What a life am I aiming for without my family around..surreal but true!!
On my way back home today,for the first time in this entire one month I liked Jaipur..ofcourse weather played an important factor.Coming back to pondeirng over things-there is a human tendency of comparing and  finding contrast in each of the things he observes.
From the last few days, I have been figuring the major similarities I find between Jaipur and Kanpur-and yes..I did figured out a handful.Though the later is not a tourist attraction but for me it has become one of the best places..how can anything replace home!!
There is a huge similarity between people-they are mostly friendly and always ready to help.And this factor has been a great help for a person like me who has a mania of forgetting her ways.But,there are always exceptions around who will make you lose your temper at times.Sometimes, The Malls,shops and a few more minute but observant things seek my attention and everytime makes me recall-If only this was my hometown,things would have been different.
But,alas "Life is a box of Chocolates.You never know what has been kept in store for you."
A famous line from  "Forrest Gump",but I think I understood it today only.
Who had ever  thought life will bring me so far..I myself was unaware of it.But,life taught another thing in whole journey -that whatever happens is an outcome of your deeds and nothing else.Morever,whatever happens,happens for a reason and sometimes for your mere good!!
And finally on my way towards so many new things ,
I have even started some sayings from schooltime which were mere sayings in those times.
Hoping to soon recover from this Jaipur and its phobia!!
This little creature is missing home and for this instant even hostel will provide relief I suppose!!!