Tuesday, October 20, 2009

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Time:3:45pm    Date:19th oct   venue:on the way to jpr.

Diwali..as popularly known is the festival of lights nd this year, it has enlightened my life even more beautifully.
Kanpur is a leading industrial city but for me it has alwaz been my home town..nd perhaps,somethng more than it.And this city becomes a sudden victim of my mood switch overs.Sometimes,knp becomes the worst place i can evr belong to nd sumtimes ,the very same place can fulfill you with hope , dreams nd desires..
Sometimes,leaving this city becomes too difficult as it was during this journey nd sometimes its the very city i m running from..Sometimes everything becomes technicolor nd so beautiful that evrything around me seems to be happy coz i m happy.

I hav now realised that many things around me are lifeless yet beautiful nd not coz i see them that way but coz of the presence of some people who really make it so..It's sometimes so important to realise the value of a few people whom you love the most nd evn who luv u .When i first entered  knp... was dazzled by the new faces around me..the new ways which were most often forgotten  nd i used to think "Why the hell does it happen with me?" nd you know what i did get an answer ...coz it was this place which grew the best out of me..it made me the person i m ..nd may be not the place but  a few ppl who made frndz wid this unknown face nd made her amongst the many...nd the best part is they still are there..
And, the worst part these days is that i'm suffring from memory disorders.It is like I only recall ppl who r my intimate frndz nd others are completely out of focus..But,seriously speaking ,it doesnt matter much..
Rite now  on my way back to college..i feel as if i m leaving many close ones behind...ofcourse i'm but this time ,i know they were,are nd willl alwaz be wid me..


To end wid ,i m terribly missing a few ppl nd they after reading this will definitely know who they are...
Thankin them all for bearing me whenevr i shout,whenevr i m angry...whenevr i act childish nd for being there alwaz nd lastly ...for being there this Diwali......

Little did I know !!

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