Resolutions 2011..

31st Dec 2010.
So..finally its the most awaiting day of the year 2010..yes!!!Perhaps this always seemed to be an atrocious year to me..
But, this evening when I sat and thought--Was this 2010 really so terrible? really?? Lemme think Again!!(May be my first decision is always ill-timed..lol).
So,I thought again-
1.1st Jan 2010--Dsp lab exam.  : (   But i cleared it  :).Witnessed Swine flu before it :(  (dats the starting!!!)


2.B'day this year 1st time in hostel with friends..loved it :)


3.March was definitely horrible.(Multiple reasons I suppose).Only good thing was being at home.
   (@Mom-You are awesome.Words are too less to describe how you understand my Silence when everyone else think I am fine!).


4.March again proved horrible.Got to know that I am going to end up having a new Roommate ..doesnt seem a     very good idea to me..Probably I like things stable in my life..So, their came the unstability.


5.Academics almost killed me..VLSI was breathe-taking!!
    Even I terrorized everyone at home  :P  (THAT DEFINES MY SPECIAL CHARACTER!!)


6.So,finally 6th sem ends--and N-11 is parted : (
  Miss u lots Deeksha boss!!


7.7th Sem--Training--studies--home only for 15 days..
    Missed Home--Loved my friends--@Apoorva nd @Khushi :)
    Luved Apoorva's Family.
   Got a few worthy friends during Training..I still am glad meeting them  :)


8.Worked too much--Stressed-->missed Home--->Travelled like anything-->woke up at 4:45am daily for 2 months(i.e. the most horrible part).


9.Projects-minor--Industrial Training--Seminars--Accenture nd IBM's --.CAT nd the like-->multiple examz
  Super Duper hectic-->I really don't know where my 7th sem vanished(well Thank God for that).
   Solitude in Room-->nobody around-->MOm as usual the GReatest Support ever!!


10.Hell lot of travel--Jaipur seems to be love me too much--4 weeks ,4 Jaipur Trips!!! (for examz of course and that too during finals)!!


11.Cleared 7th sem--cleared Infy nd Accy!!  nOw the Dilemmatic stage!!!


So..Was 2010 really that bad??  Doesnot seem like!!


RESOLUTIONS 2011-
1.Accept your mistakes-nothing will guide you better than the acceptance that "Yes,my decision was wrong".

2.Learn to use your brain whenever your heart comes in between.Perhaps, Brain works practically!!

3.Be Practical.

4.The Mantra is--IGNORE.  (Ignore things which trouble you,hurt you, distract you, or become an obstacle.--applied for every living and nonliving thing/creature).

5.Love yourself..Nobody else loves you more than that!!

6.Work Sincerely.

7.Enjoy life.

That's all I suppose!!
May 2011 won't dissapoint me.
Bidding Adieu to 2010--You did taught me a lot!!

TajMahal=>Love?? THINK AGAIN!!!

Its 17thDec 2010.
Early Morning,
And I am going to pen down something I have believed for years,something which every other person I meet thinks is weird.
Well,to begin with when I say TajMahal..a vague image appears that values love ,adores it.Agreeing to the fact that Taj Mahal is one of the most beautiful monuments in the history of India and has made India a renowned name.Not going deep into the history,I perhaps think we all know that.
The monument made by an emperor in the memory of his dead wife--yes..thats it-I suppose.But, more or less it's just another showy,pompous Graveyard!!Isn't it??Yes it is a beautiful Graveyard with a blackened History.


And to add to the beauty of it,we have lot many devastating acts put together.
I know people reading this might be wondering--What the hell am I saying.As a matter of fact, since time immemorial and even today--Taj Mahal seems a creepy word.I really have never understood the fact that how can people appreciate the act of the Mughal Emperor who is responsible for the crippled life of 20,000 labours who might have worked for him day and night.Where's the gratitude?Where's the appreciation?
Where's the reward?Have that so called "lover of the Millenium" ever thought what might happen to those 20,000 families who would be ruined?? I think -"No".He was too considerate over the dead wife's  love that anyone else life didnt matter that much.


Anyone who's just reading it, kindly give it a thought--I wonder and ponder time and again as I thought love is selfless...its proven to be an obsession here :(
So ,the next time  when you hear Taj Mahal-Is it still the monument of love. Is it ,Really?? 
And if it is then THINK AGAIN!!!

...!!...

With every thing so calm and quiet,
its hard to differentiate day and night,With time moving on so fast,
Unimaginable
Unconceivable
Still Propelling!!

Thats Life !!

Its different this year!!!

There were years when
these used to be the packing days..
Cold Winters and waiting hours.
There was time when these sound exciting.
Its different this year,
I can see people packing up the bags,
leaving for home,
bidding them goodbyes,
deep lies the agony,
when will I head on.
I listen wishing them Goodbyes,
and  happy new year.
And i sit back and smile,
Its just the destiny my dear!!!

Unheard & Unsaid..

The silent attraction,
long conversations,

A peace and joy

which was too influential.

I waited too long to understand,

too long perhaps to subside.

The more I think of not thinking of you,

The task becomes ponderous ,

and there are just thoughts of you.

How I keep wondering,

Where am I heading to??

No idea of destination,

even journey seems insane.

I tried a lot to bring back the original me,

but You changed too much to revert,

This infernal punishment have I chosen for me.

How will I ever be able to make myself believe 

that there is a world beyond those fantasies!!

How i wish there were days when you understood my silence,

How I wish there were moments to be cherised!!

But,well aware of the nihilism in life,

all futile and otiose,

Still there comes the awkwardness of faking up every other thing ,

The smile usually are from the heart,

can be seen by all,

but where should I take those remorse

which I know still exist!!

Deep down I know,

This too shall pass,

returning the normalcy of life,

the innocent smiles and wittiness,

but the present has overpowered the desire of future.
With each passing day,
your effect  seems to lessen,
evanescent impressions.
Was it really worthy of it?
but the questions still in silent eyes says-

How will I ever forget,

Life just made me believe that 

It just deceives!!

With another journey round the clock,

cold morning and shivering we,

walked up out of the bed..

seemed the most difficult task.

Got ready and tried to sleep..

And there ended another threatening day..

Sickness seemed to encircle me..

On the way back,

topics so many,

Group of girls,..

from general knowledge to gossip Queens,

From trendy ones to History,

From Obama to Rahul Gandhi,

Got to know,

Had enough to share,

And not lasting 

Vampire Diaries came along,

gave DAMON SALVATORE tag of the Cassanova of the year,

Not the end of course,

There started another discussion over the beautiful Indian topologies,

the Mysteries and the Beautiful Valleys.

Not to forget were the old Mythology,

The Indian culture reflected  upon,

With so many Scams ,

where are we heading on?

And we kept realizing 

there are just more duties on the way ahead,

Being Indian  doesnot just mean we can criticize it.

With Himalayas and the -20degrees temperature,

How Our brave soldiers die for us,

making us have a sound sleep.

That mere words when thought upon gives the feeling to salute them

And this is my Motherland 

And I am proud to say--

जननी जन्मभूमिश्र्च स्वर्गादपि गरीयसी !!!!

Exams 7th Sem.

The examination session must have ended for many, but for MITS people its still in the air with chilling winters surrounded by the blankets and an awesome cup of coffee or tea rather. This ofcourse is my situation from a couple of weeks.Exams began from 4th Dec and have tortured us mercilessly day after day.I don't know much about how others faced it, but probably for me this session has brought  too many surprises for me.The days are passing by and with each bygone day ,a feeling of delight occurs ,minds reflects and heart doesnt seem to bother.May be my innocent heart has bothered too much and for a change -7th  Sem doesnt seem to bother it anymore.No more examination traumas---"xam hi toh hai...nikal jayega".Still there lies an urge to atleast study to get the passing marks.Yes,I keep calculating "Am I even getting 40 in this paper".

Years back,Mom used to call and say "Pad liya" and I replied "han ho gya"...and today morning when Mom called up ,I said:"Mumma,kuch bhi nahi pada...bas kisi tarah paas ho jaun".

Well,enough about me..there still much more which adds the fun.The urge to not miss your favorite serial even when 77%syallbus is incomplete..And ,ofcourse I have never broke that record.Not a single scene missed --either on TV in common room or "YOUTUBE" which has been my favourite since forever :)

This final year just got "TV addicted tag back to me---as was in school perhaps :)  Nostalgic !!

There is very unidentified feelings during exams --when everything around becomes beautiful in other words say "Romantic"...you can fall in love with each and everything around..No ,I havenot gone crazy else what might be the reason that you still can sit idly watching the empty walls :P

Time for sure flies off.But the best part is "From Microcontrollers to Control Systems ,From CN (Computer Networks) to TSSN(telecomm) each one just can make you equally mad and can traumatize you..But Hats OFF to ECE Batch--nothing ever effects them---proved "WE ARE A BUNCH OF BRAVE BACHCHAS"

It isnt even over yet,For the last 1 year,or should I say From WIRELESS TO CN TO TSSN---How many times I dont even recall--This OSI MODEL has saved my life.If throughout  my Engineering I havent loved anything more than OSI(chessy right :P )

Whatever be the results..Who cares for it anyways and yes,special credit for this unconcerned attitude goes to hectic schedule which never gave us the time and patience to sit back and study.

On the stage of winding up the 7th sem...I am glad this one's ending.

And how I love Winters!!

Rising With the Sun,

Each morning is bright,

And how I love Winters &

Cuddling every night.

Days have their own beauty,

evenings slightly dusty,

Nights have their charm,

undefined and hasty.

The winters have always charmed me,

Sometimes bewitched, sometimes tranced.

Summers always harmed me,

At times blistering,and at times raging.

Rains used to be waited upon,

but gradually lost their essence,

Rainbows are still loved,

but seen so rare.

But from time immemorial,

chilling winters were so much more fun.

I slowly and gradually fell in love with it,

Seasons so many deep and profound,

but the most awaited has always been this one.

Warming the darkening and biting winters,

When Santa comes to rescue,

asking  for the thousands wishes to be in queue.

Not a 5 year girl any more,

I, still  believe in magic..

Sometimes,miracles come my way,

and sometimes they silently betray.

But ,as time elapsed,

Magic as miraculous as the sliding time,

They taught and I fought,

The experiences are many,

and as said by many "they are unending ones."

Seasons gone and came,

And scheduling sometimes changed,

But,somethings in life are always loved

So............

I have unremittingly  loved Winters

and cuddling every night.

Revelation

That one moment when everything fades,
        That one instant when time freezes,
That one second when I realize,
                           And the thousands of  emotions seem worthless.

Like two paths meet and separate,

                            for a new destination,
Remains in the eyes................

                              are promises of lifetime

 


Words too few to explain,
How much do I love you!!

मिलके बिछड़ जाते हैं दो रास्ते ,

                                               नयी मंजिल की तरफ,
आँखों मैं रह जाते हैं ,

                                                               उम्र भर के वास्ते तड़पती तड़प...
कैसे कहे हमे कितनी   मोहब्बत है...

And I thought...

I thought evrything will be fine
nd there came a shock to justify dat nthng was fine
but i stood up again
to rectify the mistakes
but some thng othr went wrong again..
nd proved me wrong and gained
nd this loop took a thousand turn..
nd yet i m not over it.
Sometimes i think why me..
sometimes its like try me..
but rest of the time...
this little creature surprises herself
ohh wow its again me..
God! has its own ways to carry things..
to prove you that the small,little feelings you
alwaz thought were true,
were jst another illusion nd have jst flew..
perhaps , its an indication of the heights,
or may be the right time to stop the inner fights..
perhaps i m confused...
and i thought evrything is gng to be fine.

by-
chitranshi.

Wishing for a Magic Wand..

Things have been on my mind,

some insane and arbit,

not liking the scheduling part,

not happy on the long list of tasks,

wishing for a magic wand,

to come and make me happy again..

People so many around,

but no one to share the agony within,

Is this what is called Solitude or this is another human attribute.

Mysteries too many..

Not ready to unfold,

And making me loony and gloomy.

Not understanding what I am demanding,

Am I gone harebrained!!

Wishing for a magic wand,

to change the topsy-turvy order,

Wandering around to find peace,

but cannot visualise it..

This too shall pass....

A group of birds one day fly,
one said yes
and others were shy.

Afraid of the heights,
collapsing there,
one of the birdy,
was seen nowhere.

As time went by,
flying became a passion,
and one which used to collapse,
was now up above on the top.

Rules broken up by the new birdy,
Made others growl and rowdy,
But the little creature never gave away the hope,
flew alone ,though too lost.

Too many came and threatened her,
but she never lost her way,
from the difficult times
She only learnt that
"THESE TOO SHALL PASS AWAY".

Aiwaii ....

This definitely seems to be the "BLOGGING MONTH"--every other day my heart feels to pen down something..
SO...No new topics  or realisations...---There have been too many this year...lol.
November is too filmy with lot of cheesy songs with a soulful bunches!!
Of course, everyone's hit list has been--KATRINA'S "sheila"--no doubt in that!
And the excessively item songs in the industry has made them one of my favourites!!

Starting with probably Bipasha's hit list from omkara to sizzling Ash-->Nakhre!!
Bollywood songs are seriously uncomparable and as a matter of fact it's not only the music but also "THE LOVE OF LANGUAGE".
usually all stuffed with the English songs...sometimes bollywood songs provide a great relief...ab ZOR KA JATKA won't sound the same in English..
Ofcourse,the emotional and slow songs are no less...in love with Adhoore--Dooriyan from BKB,
to O beckhabar from Action Replay!!!
ANd how can i abandon Nakhre!!!!lovable Nakhre :)

These are things which make me glad to be an INDIAN---salute to Indian music...

The Suicidal Academics!!

19th Nov 2010
It was one of the usual morning with wind blowing so hard as if saying-"Hey WINTERS are finally here-".

Yes,the morning was splendid.
I woke up so calmly ,watched the time and slept again.
But ,this wasn't the case always.The B.tech journey never was this relaxing.


I don't know what made me realize -the 1st year , 1st sem when morning used to be at 6:30am and  sincerity at its best.I no more find that part in me.Yes,ofcourse nobody actually find it once you are in your final year. :P
I remember the sudden realisation every morning when your alarm snoozes that you are late & can't afford to bunk the class..the queue for the breakfast.The morning rush hours were seriously terrible and a hell of idiotic classes..where you can't keep yourself alert even if you try your level best.
The EG classes which were always the most terrifying of all atleast for me..I still hate those folders,eg sheets .

The English classes, which I often miss ,were surely my favourite part.The only class which made me a renowned personality.Perhaps it had been a habit to like English as always..& for a fact I do get to hear the fact that I should really quit engineering these days.
Obviously 1st sem seems terrible  but there is still lot more.
I sometimes dream of my Physics lab experiments !!One of the most horrible dreams!!
The last 3 years have just flashed in front of my eyes as if it just happened yesterday.And ofcourse-how can I forget the terrible NET ADDICTION--which ranged from ORKUT - GTALK -FACEBOOK-TWITTER-BLOGSPOT!!
The terrible urges of get into contact with your classmates gave me profound knowledge of these -PRESENTLY TERMED AS HELLISH STUFF.
Probably,things just find a way to stop and find stability.Well.this was just a jist.Things got worst as approached the 2nd yr--you are bound to ELECTRONICS and you have definitely opted for a biased life for the rest 3 yrs--"ELECTRONICS PEOPLE ALWAYS SUFFER WITH MORE BURDEN OF CLASSES" said by one of my seniors.& I think she was correct!!
But,life just gave a great relief --It gave me a group I am PROUD of-MY NAUGHTY 11  :)


With every semester,One terrible subjects pops up as we have notifications every hour on FB.
Makes life like another hell--and You keep getting MINI HEART ATTACKS every now and then.
Although things were really onerous but the last few years gave us the 3 most unbosoming hours -mostly from 3.00pm -6.00pm which were not for the INSOMANICS but for SLEEP LOVING people like me . 
 :)
Although last years gave a tough time making me study NETWORK ANALYSIS,SIGNALS & SYSTEMS,
DSP(ganda dsp rather---),VLSI nd many more!!


With all these ultra disastrous subjects -the burden of assignments and vivas and attendance were not less.
With the final year --ofcourse this behaviour and seriousness has minimized a lot.


Thinking about the changes --feeling nostalgic and smiling over the fact -->There's no class at 8:30  tomorrow as it used to be.
Nd yes nostaglic coz I realized funny incidents of College,Hostel and MY DEAREST ECE-CD (life would have been a lot difficult if it was EC-AB{kindly notice the sarcasm here :P})  
& topping the list is N-11.
A few things life gave me --nd which I have always been  PROUD of---MY FAMILY nd my N-11.
Life Changed-getting back to sleep:) 

Infinite Realisations !!

With every new morning,

with every new day,

something challenging comes up,

like a hope from ray.

With days passing so fast,

do the things last?

Memories so many,

fading away vigorously.

What to think,

What to say,

no more prejudices

in the path,

and no more betrays.

Still hazy eyes,

and sleepy thoughts,

bed-ridden me

and terribly lost

in those dreams 

where reality doesnt bite.

In that world where 

Flaws are undefined.

Blooming flowers &

Dew drops refine,

make the life so ravishing

as if every other thing has 

a desire to be mine.

Poetry and words 

have a deep,astounding relation,

Some give relief,

Some inspiration.

Some are mere words merged together,

Some are but  mingled feelings

depicting profound silence.

Urges and desires never end,

efforts and patience never in vain,

My words are so mixed up today,

Its difficult to realise where it began,

and what to say,

But it is a beautiful morning,

making me infer the practicalities,

Incessant possibilities

showering the opportunities..

With this fine morning,

Realisations are infinite..

Seems to be Truly ,Eternally blessed.

Phoenix!!

It seemed a moment

which passed as a flash of light

True or false cannot be determined

may be that's the mere cause of fight.

To understand and to be understood are too difficult

task to complete,

while they began with fun.

why isn't there any genuinity?

Or is it me who can't visualise it?

There's definitely a world of fantasies,

which makes you believe the most untrusted feelings,

and which makes you doubt the most trusted ones!!

There's definitely a world beyond those realities,

where the mere presence of someone can make everything alive,

& make you the  loneliest person in the crowd.

The subtle differences in the views

of heart and mind,

often makes you Moonstruck

as if you had a glass of Wine.

The nuances rise the dilemmas even more,

making childhood seeming to be a bliss.

The moments which shake you,

break you,

seems to make you an audacious person.

Thus, I am thankful to the bunch of people,

whose mere behaviour sometimes broke me,

& thus There was a resurgent me!!

Happy,blessed and smiling

 :)

...-----....

On the verge of many critical decisions,
Ways too many..
but where's the destination.

Anxiety and curiosity and
charms of ecstacsy
beyond explainations.
Words too distinct
still conglomeration.

Youth blossomed into maturity
And onus sometimes seems onerous,
but innocence often breaks the chains
and rises above expectations.

Subtle Decisions
with confusions,
but I believe there's definitely
 a way out there,
although eyes too ignorant to visualise ,
deep down somewhere hope rises more often.

Is start the beginnning Or beginning the End?

Is going silent suddenly a sign of change,
Does making your mind defines the range,

Is something always better than nothing,

Is preaching better than learning,

Does money always gives a way to fame,

Is all what is important just a name.

Words go right ,words go wrong,

But hearing only what you desire is the game.

Love is live,love is peace,

But it is not the only aim.

Signs are many,

but understanding each of them is not the same.

Deeds into actions,actions into verdict,

All I require is a chance to frame.

Things which are ubiquitous,

Beautiful and lovely but are crammed.

Answers are important,

But do the questions end?

Survivors are many,

But the rivalry remains,

Lovers are many,

But the covetousness sustains.

 People change,politics remain,

Status changes,Respect remains,

Lovers change,love remains,

Friends change,Friendship remains,

Situation changes,Attitude remains.

A circuitous loop goes from one to other end,

Dilemmas are many,

But where does Serenity remains.

I wonder and ponder time and again,

what have I lost and what have I gained,

Miles to achieve,millions to comprehend,

Languages are many,but difficult to understand,

Visions are many,but sight refrained,

Piles of  Desires,sometimes seem insane.

Fallacy captures over and over again,

And I am left with the believe:

Is start the beginning Or beginning the End

Life still has a lot to amend.

Transformation..

I was used to love my innocent life..
Gone are those days when we were little kids,
Gone is the pristine essence from life..
Gone are those school days..where
people used to say -"those were the best days of your
life"
and I used to agree upon..

But ,slowly and gradually life took a U-turn
and came the "college days".
One fine morning everything just changed..
one fine morning a few naughty still lovable people came into life..
one fine morning evrything seemed bright,
one fine mrng...the school life faded away..
nd one fine mrng..i released its not easy to let people go..
but it is easier to let others in..
one fine mrng,...everthing just flashed from the memory..
and the only thing which remained was a bunch of cute,lovely,caring people..
whom I called NAUGHTY 11..

Love Urself :)

Sometimes I feel I m on Cloud 9..sumtymes it seems i'm out of line...
Sumtymes I m not d way i used to be..
Sumtymes I miss the one person who was really close to me..
Sumtymes I feel all wat happened is my mistake,
Sumtymes I think all wat happens is correct,
...Sumtymes I miss the sorcerous me..
Sumtymes I smile coz "WATEVR HAPPENS ,ATLEAST I M WITH ME"..

dedicated to me..luving myself :)

A soupçon of honey,a mince of faults...Life is but a pinch of salt !!!

Changes are a major issue which lead to grievances..and how simple is the simply human tendency which rarely accepts theses changes....
But change is the need of the hour...an old saying...and so change is the only constant thing in this world.

I m still wondering what is making me write on this "ob" topic ...and to be true  enough its just the present scenario.

It' s 13th July 2010,3:40 min afternoon....and i am under working condition from morning 5:15.

And,perhaps it is this change in schedule which jst brings about many "changes" in life..


A great deal of inclination towards my laptop has made it difficult to use desktop and worst is the case when you need to type something on it..
Writing this part alone,took me 20 min.
Addiction!!!to my dearest lappy...as i can term it.
Coming back..here ends 43 days in Jaipur and I peersonally consider them as the most difficult time of my life ...well...not exactly the most but yes..a bit difficult time may sound appropriate.
So...The vacations are long lasting and doesnt seem to end..
And so,I have started wasting my time using some other means..
Roaming about with friends....is a great relief..
The best of all experience turned out to be the one when the three of us...got late for movie and with this unknown city and unknown and long routes ..somehow managed the tickects...The funniest and interesting part of this simple life is those unpredictable...and  random behaviour of humans...
"Life is simple and sweet..but a pinch of salt makes it Spicy to live"

Its muvi tym!!

With another addition to the count of how many times have I watched "DDLJ",I must be definitely exceeding a range of 50!!!
And still wondering whats that thing which makes me fall in love with this movie even more...whenevr I watch it.The critics  were always charmed by the movie so am I.
 DDLJ doesnt need a description.Its indeed such a renowned and illustrous name in itself that who wont fall for it...perhaps I did!!
From the beginning till the end,its keeps you mesmerished making you believe that yes...something beyond those fantasies do exist...There are love stories which are for real!!!!
Have lot to pen down..but what new I might write which isnt felt or heard before!!
Yet,just loved the movie over again...Lately after watching "I hate love story" which is nothing much but a spoof on all Karan Johar's movies and ofcourse on ShahRukh...still no comparison with DDLJ and a few more..
Perhaps our cinema is in a race to become closer to our generation nd has just left us with just some idiotic plot which has no story."I hate love story" just lacked one thing "THE STORY" else it was perfect..!!!
Whatever it is, perhaps it provides a couple of jokes for the entire week...and for better movies,you can always move back to the 90's...

Though we witness a revival of hues timely..and one of my favourites has been 'Jab We Met'...and i dnt even recall how many times have I watched it..definitely above 50...perhaps I had too much spare time.
Shahid kapoor obviously is the charm of the movie..perhaps as a girl's viewpoint..I am definitely correct...Everytime you hear "Tum se hi" you fall in love even more with him..A nice,sweet and blabby Kareena Kapoor..who I really liked the first and last time in any movie..Geet really rocked!!Atleast,I kept repeating the dialogues time and again and even people around me did the same..and perhaps...we still do!!!

These are just a few and there are  many examples where a movie or a soap...or something heard too often becomes so influential that it glitters and becomes the limelight of the show.

May be I  m a movie freak or its really the same for all...But somehow I love movies too much :)

Serenity: A gist frm Cordinazo-10

Serenity: A gist frm Cordinazo-10

Life is but a box of Chocolates!!!!!

25thJune'10
Friday
It has almost been a month ,I have been living  in Jaipur.And for the very first time,it just got a windy climate here instead of the scorching heat.
Yes..its different,very different.
On my way to my work,I kind of find hours to ponder over several things I get to see here everyday.
Realizations are many...and ofcourse their is always a little fear of the future approaching.What a life am I aiming for without my family around..surreal but true!!
On my way back home today,for the first time in this entire one month I liked Jaipur..ofcourse weather played an important factor.Coming back to pondeirng over things-there is a human tendency of comparing and  finding contrast in each of the things he observes.
From the last few days, I have been figuring the major similarities I find between Jaipur and Kanpur-and yes..I did figured out a handful.Though the later is not a tourist attraction but for me it has become one of the best places..how can anything replace home!!
There is a huge similarity between people-they are mostly friendly and always ready to help.And this factor has been a great help for a person like me who has a mania of forgetting her ways.But,there are always exceptions around who will make you lose your temper at times.Sometimes, The Malls,shops and a few more minute but observant things seek my attention and everytime makes me recall-If only this was my hometown,things would have been different.
But,alas "Life is a box of Chocolates.You never know what has been kept in store for you."
A famous line from  "Forrest Gump",but I think I understood it today only.
Who had ever  thought life will bring me so far..I myself was unaware of it.But,life taught another thing in whole journey -that whatever happens is an outcome of your deeds and nothing else.Morever,whatever happens,happens for a reason and sometimes for your mere good!!
And finally on my way towards so many new things ,
I have even started some sayings from schooltime which were mere sayings in those times.
Hoping to soon recover from this Jaipur and its phobia!!
This little creature is missing home and for this instant even hostel will provide relief I suppose!!!

END

Jst finished with those series of examinations...last xamz for 3rd yr..
yippe!!!
The 3hrs session is seriously long and u are able to realise it only during examz..
Watevr..jst too happy on their end..
happy happy :)

Swine Flu!!

I jst found a piece of write up waiting for its place here:

27nov 09
finally i m writng sumthng after so long..lyf has been too sudden nd more dramatic in a span of jst 15 days..
my world has taken a U-turn nd i m really not sure to b happy or sad over it.. m damm confused..
My college closed frm 13nov due to a  sudden swine flu epidemic..till 30nov which has recently extended to 13dec..
nd i m really nt sure as it can evn extend more..
it may sound gud..kool to many who jst hear it for d first tym..but for the ones who had been affected by this situation have a sudden dislike towards hols..nd perhaps i m toppin dat list..
once wishing for a few days off...nd gettin a whole month seems lik a dream cum true..but sumtymes dreams can turn 2 b a nitemare too..
its nt dat i dnt lik the very idea of being at home..but, sumtymes unexpected things in lyf leave u dazzled...lik my case perhaps..
well...the worst sem -5th sem seems lik its an unending one...nd i was hopin to get rid of this b4 new year..but ofcourse..the idea doesnt seem to cum true...nd the worst part is that the disease is in so much demand that evry othr peson gets affected by it..nd precautions always find a loop hole..
unexpected hols definitely makes u miss friends nd college too..i myself cant believ dat i m missin attending classes..i think i  become the most lazy person once i m home...but the best part is that my net addiction is lost...for the tym being while i m busy writing this one..i m still confused whethr i should b happy or sad on those hols nd whethr i m prepared to face an xam after sudden arrival to colg if it evr happens..
nd ya...definitely got 2 know how self centred i hav become..coz whole article deals wid "me me nd me"...may b its the benefit of having ur own blog.
yet another 15days to go...nd i m sure...once the tym for colg reopenin cumes nobody would b likin to come back..after all who in the world wants to spend their Christmas nd new yr...giving xamz..
It jst appeared to me...life is so perfect when things are as they should be..nd may b too adventurous wen situations go out of control..

Strange!!

                 

A series of exclaimations,

a series of surprises,

a series of explainations,

a series of questions,

have bound my life so hard,

that there's no place for spaces around !!!!

 

 

Just me!!!

The pic above is perhaps,one of my favourites. I dnt know why,but, it often reminds me of myself...

ofcourse not walking on the tracks..but ya..

Many a times balancing myself...not to fall.

Many a times,thinking a lot to value each step i take.

Many a times,challenging myself ..yes...i m the best nd can do it all.

Many a times...encouraging myself..when i know nobody else can convince me but me myself.

Many a seasons when no concrete results are to be found.

Many days when no one knows how I sound.

With so many "many", i rarely fall...although I disbalance a lot.,

In all those moments..."I m the one who's alwayz there for myself:"

 (perhaps..last  line was too cheesy..but i still like it).

May be I m lacking words today,

may be i m not very sure of what to say.,

may be my prose and poetry have signed a joint account,

may be i m too hazy nd knocked out,,

may be this is jst a part of the literary game,

nd may be i m writing so much..but

all of it sounds the same...

finally,concluding..i got my rythm back,

nd now  I m gng to have watever I lack.

A gist frm Cordinazo-10

Some days in life are just memorable enough..while Cordinazo-10 is on its blooming stage...nd evryone seems hell like busy...i m still wondering on how everything will be put back in order.A hardware event member as well as a Hospitality member is right now wondering how is she going to manage everything,.actually dere's this little problem of doubting my own capabilities...and ya..this is a frequent  disorder..The 3 most busiest dayz are over now,but the fact is I still,at times, dont understand how fast things happen!!!
The best part  of this story includes the First day of fest i.e. 9th april...perhaps 9 is a lucky no..or jst for the time being seems like that.
The day included the morning hours headed by the  prelims..and ya most amazing thing clearing them.The day also left  Apoorva and me in the most busy state ever...nd ya..we had enough fights on several idiotic issues...which obviously was a result of scorching heat over here...We,though, won first prize in an event named "CIRCUIT ENIGMA" but the credit ofcourse goes to "CHITTU-APPU" TEAM...yayyy..
ofcourse we were really astonished as undergoing another viva type session that too when my head was stuck in a heavy traffic jam..i.e. "headache"..
and special credit to my dearest frnd and patner...who jst stuggled too much wid ckts those days... :P

P.S.-This one is specially for Apoorva..Jst a  little thanks ,which i rarely say,for being dere all dese years...for listening my crap for hours,for trying to make me feel better when i go mad,for laughing uncontrollingly over my P.Js when no one else does..nd ya...for telling me ..."tu kr legi...tujhse ho jayega"...nd ya..I owe you big time for the last few months,weeks and days.
Ending this one...jst saying .."congrats Apoorva!!v rock /!\ "