Aiwaii ....

This definitely seems to be the "BLOGGING MONTH"--every other day my heart feels to pen down something..
SO...No new topics  or realisations...---There have been too many this year...lol.
November is too filmy with lot of cheesy songs with a soulful bunches!!
Of course, everyone's hit list has been--KATRINA'S "sheila"--no doubt in that!
And the excessively item songs in the industry has made them one of my favourites!!

Starting with probably Bipasha's hit list from omkara to sizzling Ash-->Nakhre!!
Bollywood songs are seriously uncomparable and as a matter of fact it's not only the music but also "THE LOVE OF LANGUAGE".
usually all stuffed with the English songs...sometimes bollywood songs provide a great relief...ab ZOR KA JATKA won't sound the same in English..
Ofcourse,the emotional and slow songs are no less...in love with Adhoore--Dooriyan from BKB,
to O beckhabar from Action Replay!!!
ANd how can i abandon Nakhre!!!!lovable Nakhre :)

These are things which make me glad to be an INDIAN---salute to Indian music...

The Suicidal Academics!!

19th Nov 2010
It was one of the usual morning with wind blowing so hard as if saying-"Hey WINTERS are finally here-".

Yes,the morning was splendid.
I woke up so calmly ,watched the time and slept again.
But ,this wasn't the case always.The B.tech journey never was this relaxing.


I don't know what made me realize -the 1st year , 1st sem when morning used to be at 6:30am and  sincerity at its best.I no more find that part in me.Yes,ofcourse nobody actually find it once you are in your final year. :P
I remember the sudden realisation every morning when your alarm snoozes that you are late & can't afford to bunk the class..the queue for the breakfast.The morning rush hours were seriously terrible and a hell of idiotic classes..where you can't keep yourself alert even if you try your level best.
The EG classes which were always the most terrifying of all atleast for me..I still hate those folders,eg sheets .

The English classes, which I often miss ,were surely my favourite part.The only class which made me a renowned personality.Perhaps it had been a habit to like English as always..& for a fact I do get to hear the fact that I should really quit engineering these days.
Obviously 1st sem seems terrible  but there is still lot more.
I sometimes dream of my Physics lab experiments !!One of the most horrible dreams!!
The last 3 years have just flashed in front of my eyes as if it just happened yesterday.And ofcourse-how can I forget the terrible NET ADDICTION--which ranged from ORKUT - GTALK -FACEBOOK-TWITTER-BLOGSPOT!!
The terrible urges of get into contact with your classmates gave me profound knowledge of these -PRESENTLY TERMED AS HELLISH STUFF.
Probably,things just find a way to stop and find stability.Well.this was just a jist.Things got worst as approached the 2nd yr--you are bound to ELECTRONICS and you have definitely opted for a biased life for the rest 3 yrs--"ELECTRONICS PEOPLE ALWAYS SUFFER WITH MORE BURDEN OF CLASSES" said by one of my seniors.& I think she was correct!!
But,life just gave a great relief --It gave me a group I am PROUD of-MY NAUGHTY 11  :)


With every semester,One terrible subjects pops up as we have notifications every hour on FB.
Makes life like another hell--and You keep getting MINI HEART ATTACKS every now and then.
Although things were really onerous but the last few years gave us the 3 most unbosoming hours -mostly from 3.00pm -6.00pm which were not for the INSOMANICS but for SLEEP LOVING people like me . 
 :)
Although last years gave a tough time making me study NETWORK ANALYSIS,SIGNALS & SYSTEMS,
DSP(ganda dsp rather---),VLSI nd many more!!


With all these ultra disastrous subjects -the burden of assignments and vivas and attendance were not less.
With the final year --ofcourse this behaviour and seriousness has minimized a lot.


Thinking about the changes --feeling nostalgic and smiling over the fact -->There's no class at 8:30  tomorrow as it used to be.
Nd yes nostaglic coz I realized funny incidents of College,Hostel and MY DEAREST ECE-CD (life would have been a lot difficult if it was EC-AB{kindly notice the sarcasm here :P})  
& topping the list is N-11.
A few things life gave me --nd which I have always been  PROUD of---MY FAMILY nd my N-11.
Life Changed-getting back to sleep:) 

Infinite Realisations !!

With every new morning,

with every new day,

something challenging comes up,

like a hope from ray.

With days passing so fast,

do the things last?

Memories so many,

fading away vigorously.

What to think,

What to say,

no more prejudices

in the path,

and no more betrays.

Still hazy eyes,

and sleepy thoughts,

bed-ridden me

and terribly lost

in those dreams 

where reality doesnt bite.

In that world where 

Flaws are undefined.

Blooming flowers &

Dew drops refine,

make the life so ravishing

as if every other thing has 

a desire to be mine.

Poetry and words 

have a deep,astounding relation,

Some give relief,

Some inspiration.

Some are mere words merged together,

Some are but  mingled feelings

depicting profound silence.

Urges and desires never end,

efforts and patience never in vain,

My words are so mixed up today,

Its difficult to realise where it began,

and what to say,

But it is a beautiful morning,

making me infer the practicalities,

Incessant possibilities

showering the opportunities..

With this fine morning,

Realisations are infinite..

Seems to be Truly ,Eternally blessed.

Phoenix!!

It seemed a moment

which passed as a flash of light

True or false cannot be determined

may be that's the mere cause of fight.

To understand and to be understood are too difficult

task to complete,

while they began with fun.

why isn't there any genuinity?

Or is it me who can't visualise it?

There's definitely a world of fantasies,

which makes you believe the most untrusted feelings,

and which makes you doubt the most trusted ones!!

There's definitely a world beyond those realities,

where the mere presence of someone can make everything alive,

& make you the  loneliest person in the crowd.

The subtle differences in the views

of heart and mind,

often makes you Moonstruck

as if you had a glass of Wine.

The nuances rise the dilemmas even more,

making childhood seeming to be a bliss.

The moments which shake you,

break you,

seems to make you an audacious person.

Thus, I am thankful to the bunch of people,

whose mere behaviour sometimes broke me,

& thus There was a resurgent me!!

Happy,blessed and smiling

 :)

...-----....

On the verge of many critical decisions,
Ways too many..
but where's the destination.

Anxiety and curiosity and
charms of ecstacsy
beyond explainations.
Words too distinct
still conglomeration.

Youth blossomed into maturity
And onus sometimes seems onerous,
but innocence often breaks the chains
and rises above expectations.

Subtle Decisions
with confusions,
but I believe there's definitely
 a way out there,
although eyes too ignorant to visualise ,
deep down somewhere hope rises more often.