Saturday, January 23, 2010

You came and never left...



With the small gifts life bestowed on me,

you are the one i value the most.

With those thousand's of voices i keep hearing,
you are  the one whom i love to hear.
When everything seems to be wrong,
you are  the only hope i have.
When everything seems dark,


you are the one who guides my way.

With those moments when you are near,

life seems to be technicolor.
With each wish i ask for,
its you, whose well-being i care.

When I lay down at night,
i look back and find life filled-
 With those small things you do,
 With the little words you say,
 With those small fights we have,
 With those crazy moments we share.
It is the blend of thousands of said and unsaid words.

When i wake up in the morning,
i find myself smiling ,
because i just thought of you...
life's little imperfect,
and so is you and me,
but, perhaps i m loving this life
filled with imperfections...
because if everything had been perfect..
there would not be anyone like you,
and neither one like me....................

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Dilemmas!!!


May be this is the very situation,I'm undergoing right now,or may be I'm under it many a times.."DILEMMAS"!!

Perhaps,many of us go through these dilemmas daily..."whether to attend today's lecture...whether to end up watching a movie or reading a novel...or just dozing off.."
RIght now,sitting in the OBMP class...my mind isn't anyway understanding the "MANAGEMENT OF AN ORGANISATION"...Again a dilemma!!!
The 5M's -Man
                 Money
                 Material
                 Machine &
                 Method       seems jst like another crap.
"Man mobilises everything" -an answer to whose superior in the above mentioned 5M's ...
So,does man even mobilises his dilemmas!!!
Cann't we have a method...oops!!...."METHOD" again....to make each one of us get our solutions...


I really dont know why the hell m i writing this...but one thing is for sure..sometimes we ,humans,the greatest of all beings...as we usually term ourself...cann't even understand the deepest of our very own thoughts..ya...ofcourse topping the list is no one else but me...
And to add to it...we have the 1st day of the sem as a full day..nywaz..Thanx God!!it didnt turn out to be one..nd while attending classes today...for the first tym in my life...i felt my 5th sem was a hell better..than the one i m gng to face...i really missed NFET..while trying to pace up wid the frozen FMS...

Anywaz..though i didnt get any conclusion for the dilemmas theory( i'm sure i'vl sumday)...
while writing another piece of crap..one of my dilemmas really vanished...that I'm not a very much "MBA" type person...nd i prefer my core subjects more than this stupid OBMP stuff...nd ya..ofcourse writing too!!!

So..dilemmas are even good sometimes...they give you a thousand options to choose from...obviously
more than half are rejected....
"Any part of time,you don't understand anything,ask me then and there"...said our OBMP lecturer..
and I'm still wondering....wat d hell did I understand till now!!!!!!!!
And the class finished finally..leaving me mingled in my own thoughts......was it that subject or my own thoughts which kept me pre-occupied....nd made me not listen to any of this crap!!
Still....craving for an answer.....still thoughtful...still dazzled on myself......nd yes.....still...confused!!!!

Little did I know !!

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