So, as I sit with that one cup of tea on my table, still staring at the empty walls- the life seemed to changed a lot- to the extent, we never dreamt of.
Suddenly, bunking lectures is transformed to bunking office, and I must say it is damn difficult job to do.
Suddenly, the tears of happiness have transformed to a silent smile.
I look back and recall these were the end days. When the last papers ended and that joy of relief that finally, we all are Engineers and nobody has to enter that lab again.
But, adding to that, the agony and pain followed - which stated we will never enter those labs Together again.
Although, a year is not too much a time but it was our first year which made us the great friends we are today or may be some initial days at school. May be this is the effect of the sickness I am suffering from that I feel nostalgic and a bit sad over the endings which has taken long time back. "Long time" - but it feels like yesterday only we entered college!!
Wondering in the dreamy ashes, my mind dwells in the aroma where the rains were looked forward to.
Umbrellas embraced the classrooms charm and rain dance did not take place in Adventure Island lol.
The greenery and the peace, the sub-conscious us who enjoyed even the walks along the ways.
I bet everyone of us must have met someone or the other who shared there happiness, pains and notes :-)
Probably, college has given us so much to remember that although this life is moving with such a fast pace; whenever I look back and ponder- there is that silent smile and slightly moist eyes. Perhaps, it's a sign of the memories which will be cherished forever.
I remember those long sleepless nights which we have spent drawing the electronics circuit, learning the analog electronics and cursing ourselves for wasting so much time watching Damon Salvatore/Fringe/HIMYM and not to forget the Korean Series.
As girls, we all love to talk but I have generalized this fact that during exams the whole group will come together and have chit-chats over a literally non-related topic when you have a exam tomorrow.
Although, this didn't happen with me at school but I have had friends in college who made me study and to be true -have taught me one night before exam even when there own syllabus is not complete.
17th May 2011- last day for ECE-D batch in college.
Seems like yesterday that each of us is craving for their BTP(B.Tech Project), fighting with those PPts and cursing the vivas ;P
But, there had been the great times between the tense environment where one of us will crack a joke and the others laugh aloud :)
I see those parting away posts on my FB wall daily. For my little juniors, relive these moments howsoever you can, how so many times you may, as these won't comeback ever even if crave very hard for them from now own.
Sometimes, in the lust of desires what we forget is what we have today. To appreciate and love it. Since, it has already ended for us, for those of you - if you still have a few days - make each of that day worth remembering.
Such are the tests of time; it gives us life in moments: you either live them or the time is gone forever.
With that last sip of tea, as I wind up:
Just got a message from one of my closest friend which says:
"Have you ever wondered how many thoughts,feelings and emotions are hidden behind this simple sentence:
"KUCH NAHI YAAR, BAS AISE HI TERI YAAD AA RAHI THI".
Probably, it says it all.
We don't miss friends- we just miss their jokes, their presence, their gyan, the cafe hours, the outing, the movies, the theme birthday parties, sharing the joys n sorrows and still loving each other without changing and accepting each other as the way we are. :D
In time to come, may be we don't find each other every time but this is just to say: I wish you all the best for all future endeavors. Hope, we all live happily wherever we are.
XOXO
Chitranshi (C2)
