No More Empty Promises!!

I sat ideally with the busy bee panache,

And yet there pinched the beauty of  decorum,

feting the Valentine week.

So,the day is termed as The Promise Day,

and I opted to diverge.

With each year's promises,

I tend to furcate.

The ramification commences,

This time my heart and my mind accord to say

and leave all empty promises mid way.

They say no to being anything "Forever",

For I know there is nothing like it.

The outlook alters

due to that elusive thing the soul !!

However vicious  may it sound ,

Being rational enough !!

Saying adieu to all false promises,

burning away the needless loss of anticipation..

urging to let actions not speculate wordsplay.

Thus,Saying  no to all empty promises!!!

Note-Special thanx to Manisha Sangwan #behind_inspiration.

Sunk..

Keen to understand,

But failing every time,

What is it that differentiates my heart from my mind?

Still not sure of it..

Is it the beauty which  heartsease .

Personified they are for just a brief instance,

I know it's insane,

without vanity and pain..

Do I still wander around,

For just that pure sound,

Vociferating ,exhausting and exaggerating!!!!!

Convo 2011

It drills me hard,

to know the lack of oeuvre,

it suddenly rises and reaches all statures,

and all of a sudden,

comes into action,

amusing and Gratifying moments.

@Dedicated to THIS CONVOCATION 2011,feb 6.

Simple things in life!!

With dew, dusk and light,

It's just the simple things in life!

The crepuscule,

which gives the delight,

It's just the Simple things in life!

Scoop out !!

All well versed,

Glowing faces around,

Happy, excited and serenity profound.

With ecstasy,

 Rhapsodic  spirit,

Hoping a felicitous life.

I,but, midway

happy and content,

dream of things i lack.

With life-fun and frolic,

I am heading a destination too hazy for me,

Enjoying perhaps the best days of my life.

Parting Away :'(

Why does parting session occur?

With life not even fair enough,

when happiness comes,

Why does we have to choose?

Why cann't we have everything?

With so many questions

why do we have to make preferences,

Some relations when lived

and loved,

which I know are from my heart,

and I know they will always be loved in the similar fashion,

How to choose..

when I know You are the intimate part of my life.. 

Why is testimony always required?

WHy cann't destiny make " friends forever"   a true and subtle truth,

I know it's futile asking,

but it is just shattering me away

Perhaps Sunshine do warm

but bring rains along with,

clouds darken..

and thunders struck..

Gloomy still,

it's difficult to admit that the only people I have loved all these 4 years won't be there with me,

Silently fading tears,

Lamenting but agreeing

Is it what destiny brings

Desires so many 

but how to make everything in correct place,

I didn't realize but it has become difficult,

The gossip between the study hours,

the study breaks in mid of chit chats,

the various nick names,

whose stories just We know

The Famous freaky Four,

The monotonous sessions which became cherisable coz we all were together,

I didn't  realize this journey came to an end.

But, I still wish

Hope A sudden urge to be together takes us far enough,

to a destination

which is accessible,

Like the way we used to plan it,

Same Company, same place, just a few footsteps away and I can reach you,

and We could plan-the lunch breaks,

the coffee sessions.

the gossip hours!!

Still wISHING FOR ANOTHER MIRACLE

acknowledging the fact that it is too much to ask for,

perhaps It's the human tendency!!

Resolutions 2011..

31st Dec 2010.
So..finally its the most awaiting day of the year 2010..yes!!!Perhaps this always seemed to be an atrocious year to me..
But, this evening when I sat and thought--Was this 2010 really so terrible? really?? Lemme think Again!!(May be my first decision is always ill-timed..lol).
So,I thought again-
1.1st Jan 2010--Dsp lab exam.  : (   But i cleared it  :).Witnessed Swine flu before it :(  (dats the starting!!!)


2.B'day this year 1st time in hostel with friends..loved it :)


3.March was definitely horrible.(Multiple reasons I suppose).Only good thing was being at home.
   (@Mom-You are awesome.Words are too less to describe how you understand my Silence when everyone else think I am fine!).


4.March again proved horrible.Got to know that I am going to end up having a new Roommate ..doesnt seem a     very good idea to me..Probably I like things stable in my life..So, their came the unstability.


5.Academics almost killed me..VLSI was breathe-taking!!
    Even I terrorized everyone at home  :P  (THAT DEFINES MY SPECIAL CHARACTER!!)


6.So,finally 6th sem ends--and N-11 is parted : (
  Miss u lots Deeksha boss!!


7.7th Sem--Training--studies--home only for 15 days..
    Missed Home--Loved my friends--@Apoorva nd @Khushi :)
    Luved Apoorva's Family.
   Got a few worthy friends during Training..I still am glad meeting them  :)


8.Worked too much--Stressed-->missed Home--->Travelled like anything-->woke up at 4:45am daily for 2 months(i.e. the most horrible part).


9.Projects-minor--Industrial Training--Seminars--Accenture nd IBM's --.CAT nd the like-->multiple examz
  Super Duper hectic-->I really don't know where my 7th sem vanished(well Thank God for that).
   Solitude in Room-->nobody around-->MOm as usual the GReatest Support ever!!


10.Hell lot of travel--Jaipur seems to be love me too much--4 weeks ,4 Jaipur Trips!!! (for examz of course and that too during finals)!!


11.Cleared 7th sem--cleared Infy nd Accy!!  nOw the Dilemmatic stage!!!


So..Was 2010 really that bad??  Doesnot seem like!!


RESOLUTIONS 2011-
1.Accept your mistakes-nothing will guide you better than the acceptance that "Yes,my decision was wrong".

2.Learn to use your brain whenever your heart comes in between.Perhaps, Brain works practically!!

3.Be Practical.

4.The Mantra is--IGNORE.  (Ignore things which trouble you,hurt you, distract you, or become an obstacle.--applied for every living and nonliving thing/creature).

5.Love yourself..Nobody else loves you more than that!!

6.Work Sincerely.

7.Enjoy life.

That's all I suppose!!
May 2011 won't dissapoint me.
Bidding Adieu to 2010--You did taught me a lot!!