Scoop out !!

All well versed,

Glowing faces around,

Happy, excited and serenity profound.

With ecstasy,

 Rhapsodic  spirit,

Hoping a felicitous life.

I,but, midway

happy and content,

dream of things i lack.

With life-fun and frolic,

I am heading a destination too hazy for me,

Enjoying perhaps the best days of my life.

Parting Away :'(

Why does parting session occur?

With life not even fair enough,

when happiness comes,

Why does we have to choose?

Why cann't we have everything?

With so many questions

why do we have to make preferences,

Some relations when lived

and loved,

which I know are from my heart,

and I know they will always be loved in the similar fashion,

How to choose..

when I know You are the intimate part of my life.. 

Why is testimony always required?

WHy cann't destiny make " friends forever"   a true and subtle truth,

I know it's futile asking,

but it is just shattering me away

Perhaps Sunshine do warm

but bring rains along with,

clouds darken..

and thunders struck..

Gloomy still,

it's difficult to admit that the only people I have loved all these 4 years won't be there with me,

Silently fading tears,

Lamenting but agreeing

Is it what destiny brings

Desires so many 

but how to make everything in correct place,

I didn't realize but it has become difficult,

The gossip between the study hours,

the study breaks in mid of chit chats,

the various nick names,

whose stories just We know

The Famous freaky Four,

The monotonous sessions which became cherisable coz we all were together,

I didn't  realize this journey came to an end.

But, I still wish

Hope A sudden urge to be together takes us far enough,

to a destination

which is accessible,

Like the way we used to plan it,

Same Company, same place, just a few footsteps away and I can reach you,

and We could plan-the lunch breaks,

the coffee sessions.

the gossip hours!!

Still wISHING FOR ANOTHER MIRACLE

acknowledging the fact that it is too much to ask for,

perhaps It's the human tendency!!

Resolutions 2011..

31st Dec 2010.
So..finally its the most awaiting day of the year 2010..yes!!!Perhaps this always seemed to be an atrocious year to me..
But, this evening when I sat and thought--Was this 2010 really so terrible? really?? Lemme think Again!!(May be my first decision is always ill-timed..lol).
So,I thought again-
1.1st Jan 2010--Dsp lab exam.  : (   But i cleared it  :).Witnessed Swine flu before it :(  (dats the starting!!!)


2.B'day this year 1st time in hostel with friends..loved it :)


3.March was definitely horrible.(Multiple reasons I suppose).Only good thing was being at home.
   (@Mom-You are awesome.Words are too less to describe how you understand my Silence when everyone else think I am fine!).


4.March again proved horrible.Got to know that I am going to end up having a new Roommate ..doesnt seem a     very good idea to me..Probably I like things stable in my life..So, their came the unstability.


5.Academics almost killed me..VLSI was breathe-taking!!
    Even I terrorized everyone at home  :P  (THAT DEFINES MY SPECIAL CHARACTER!!)


6.So,finally 6th sem ends--and N-11 is parted : (
  Miss u lots Deeksha boss!!


7.7th Sem--Training--studies--home only for 15 days..
    Missed Home--Loved my friends--@Apoorva nd @Khushi :)
    Luved Apoorva's Family.
   Got a few worthy friends during Training..I still am glad meeting them  :)


8.Worked too much--Stressed-->missed Home--->Travelled like anything-->woke up at 4:45am daily for 2 months(i.e. the most horrible part).


9.Projects-minor--Industrial Training--Seminars--Accenture nd IBM's --.CAT nd the like-->multiple examz
  Super Duper hectic-->I really don't know where my 7th sem vanished(well Thank God for that).
   Solitude in Room-->nobody around-->MOm as usual the GReatest Support ever!!


10.Hell lot of travel--Jaipur seems to be love me too much--4 weeks ,4 Jaipur Trips!!! (for examz of course and that too during finals)!!


11.Cleared 7th sem--cleared Infy nd Accy!!  nOw the Dilemmatic stage!!!


So..Was 2010 really that bad??  Doesnot seem like!!


RESOLUTIONS 2011-
1.Accept your mistakes-nothing will guide you better than the acceptance that "Yes,my decision was wrong".

2.Learn to use your brain whenever your heart comes in between.Perhaps, Brain works practically!!

3.Be Practical.

4.The Mantra is--IGNORE.  (Ignore things which trouble you,hurt you, distract you, or become an obstacle.--applied for every living and nonliving thing/creature).

5.Love yourself..Nobody else loves you more than that!!

6.Work Sincerely.

7.Enjoy life.

That's all I suppose!!
May 2011 won't dissapoint me.
Bidding Adieu to 2010--You did taught me a lot!!

TajMahal=>Love?? THINK AGAIN!!!

Its 17thDec 2010.
Early Morning,
And I am going to pen down something I have believed for years,something which every other person I meet thinks is weird.
Well,to begin with when I say TajMahal..a vague image appears that values love ,adores it.Agreeing to the fact that Taj Mahal is one of the most beautiful monuments in the history of India and has made India a renowned name.Not going deep into the history,I perhaps think we all know that.
The monument made by an emperor in the memory of his dead wife--yes..thats it-I suppose.But, more or less it's just another showy,pompous Graveyard!!Isn't it??Yes it is a beautiful Graveyard with a blackened History.


And to add to the beauty of it,we have lot many devastating acts put together.
I know people reading this might be wondering--What the hell am I saying.As a matter of fact, since time immemorial and even today--Taj Mahal seems a creepy word.I really have never understood the fact that how can people appreciate the act of the Mughal Emperor who is responsible for the crippled life of 20,000 labours who might have worked for him day and night.Where's the gratitude?Where's the appreciation?
Where's the reward?Have that so called "lover of the Millenium" ever thought what might happen to those 20,000 families who would be ruined?? I think -"No".He was too considerate over the dead wife's  love that anyone else life didnt matter that much.


Anyone who's just reading it, kindly give it a thought--I wonder and ponder time and again as I thought love is selfless...its proven to be an obsession here :(
So ,the next time  when you hear Taj Mahal-Is it still the monument of love. Is it ,Really?? 
And if it is then THINK AGAIN!!!

...!!...

With every thing so calm and quiet,
its hard to differentiate day and night,With time moving on so fast,
Unimaginable
Unconceivable
Still Propelling!!

Thats Life !!

Its different this year!!!

There were years when
these used to be the packing days..
Cold Winters and waiting hours.
There was time when these sound exciting.
Its different this year,
I can see people packing up the bags,
leaving for home,
bidding them goodbyes,
deep lies the agony,
when will I head on.
I listen wishing them Goodbyes,
and  happy new year.
And i sit back and smile,
Its just the destiny my dear!!!

Unheard & Unsaid..

The silent attraction,
long conversations,

A peace and joy

which was too influential.

I waited too long to understand,

too long perhaps to subside.

The more I think of not thinking of you,

The task becomes ponderous ,

and there are just thoughts of you.

How I keep wondering,

Where am I heading to??

No idea of destination,

even journey seems insane.

I tried a lot to bring back the original me,

but You changed too much to revert,

This infernal punishment have I chosen for me.

How will I ever be able to make myself believe 

that there is a world beyond those fantasies!!

How i wish there were days when you understood my silence,

How I wish there were moments to be cherised!!

But,well aware of the nihilism in life,

all futile and otiose,

Still there comes the awkwardness of faking up every other thing ,

The smile usually are from the heart,

can be seen by all,

but where should I take those remorse

which I know still exist!!

Deep down I know,

This too shall pass,

returning the normalcy of life,

the innocent smiles and wittiness,

but the present has overpowered the desire of future.
With each passing day,
your effect  seems to lessen,
evanescent impressions.
Was it really worthy of it?
but the questions still in silent eyes says-

How will I ever forget,

Life just made me believe that 

It just deceives!!